"This is for you"

It’s been a long time since I sent my last blog here..

Actually, there is no special reason for this blog. I watched a movie earlier and its all about high school life and all my memoirs from my high school life flashbacked back.
In short, I’m just reminiscing that’s why I’m blogging here today. =)

Now, I can utter that I am prepared to post my happy and sad story about love.., (corny?!) =)

I think it’s been 2yrs after, when we broke up with my first girlfriend. Perhaps, she decided to breaking up with me because she fall out to me or maybe she is thinking that I was tired for the relationship. In fact, until now, I don’t know the reason why she persuaded to do that.

When she totally broke up with me, I was so hatred for her and I want to shout at her and ask why, but I didn’t do anything for us to be together because of pride.

I remembered when we were still in a relationship; I planned to introduce her to my parents after our graduation especially to my mother because my mom wants to meet her BUT…
It was all devastated. =(

Now that I’m already in my 3rd school of year in my college life, there is still a single day when my mom asked me about her. Just like my mother, I can say that until now I’m still moving forward to forget her. Maybe she didn’t even realize that I still love her.

It is tough to forget her because she is only one of its kinds I can say. She’s charming when she gets mad at me. I adore hearing her voice even though it builds the day in nuisance. I want to walk once more under the rainfall with her. I swear not to let her alone once more when our monthsary comes. I missed to see her wearing our school uniform in high school. I want to receive more letters and poems from her again. I want huge from her. I want to do stargazing with her again. I desire to laugh at loud together with her. I wish for to congregate her parents.




I want to love by her like I’ve never been hurt.